Eternity Meets the Present
Immortal. Infinite. Divine. These are descriptions you have heard me use in the past to describe my Self. Now, there is Thothian. The name Thoth reminds one of Ancient Egypt, and to Ancient Egyptians it signified the Architect, Inventor, and Recorder of everything in the Universe. How could a human claim such a thing as his own identity?
Look at the above picture. That is an example of how I experience my human life. That is no exaggeration. Everything around me is experienced in its energetic state, perhaps more, if not equally, to its matter form. That which others term as abstract, invisible, even questionable, is very tangible and fills my senses since I was born. To develop in a human body, with an ego story, while being aware of that picture all around me and in me, has led me down a very specific path to align these two realities together. After all, how can I expect any human to believe me if they have not this experience? How can I deny and pretend my life is any less for the sake of fitting in?
There is one more, even most important, factor I have not yet shared with the example image above. You see, this energy all around me is not just something I experience of creation, but it also resonates me. It is not just the matrix of matter that I am conscious of, but that this vast energy vibration that I am submerged in, is composed of my own tone. The more I merge with this pure energy matrix around me and my own unique energetic signature tone, the Collective Consciousness, that Supreme Intelligence, becomes more tangible.
What does that even mean? It means that matter is made up of energy and energy is made up of the Consciousness of God. The Consciousness of God is Collective in nature. Meaning, that this Grand Divine Immortal Infinite Being man calls God, and to some ancients as Thoth, He not only holds creation in His awareness, creation is a matrix of God Himself. As creation evolves from its primal state back to its godhood, it then becomes aware of its matrix as the Consciousness of God and therefore merges with God. God grows, evolves. The Consciousness of this Universe, The Recorder of this Universe becomes more comprehensive in its definition and experience.
What does this then do for the matrix of creation, which has known itself as matter and is now awaken to its God reality? This is where eternity meets the present. The present is transfigured. The present, as a micro perfect mirrored pattern of the macro (God), it, too, now recognizes a much larger capacity to experience itself. Creation as the Collective Conscious of God continues to evolve, now into something that would have been impossible previously to achieve in it’s early clay form.
How does that spiral down to this lifetime? Let us begin again with the above image. Creation is experienced as energy and consciousness. I explained I have felt connected to this since my birth. This means that when I was born I had already previously reached my Godhood evolution and merged with the Creator. As I developed in this incarnation, I was simultaneously molding its biology to my collective infinite identity. As my body’s vibrational signature increased in optimal functionality with my consciousness, which is an expanded reality of time and space, my human identity accesses life experience and awareness extending beyond its clay form and planet. This clay form now lives a life it couldn’t have otherwise lived without first having the courage and trust to be molded in this way. It is finite, but experiences infinity. It is forty-five years young, but contains memories of ages and times before its genes had ever been conceptualized.
Additionally, as my own energetic tonal signature is recognized in the energy and Conscious matrix of the Universe, those who have also merged with the Creator, I am cognizant of their signatures, too, for we are a Collective link. I participate in their reality of space and time when I converse and interact with them.
I conclude with this final duality thought about what happens when eternity meets the present, when the current evolving creation experiences its Creator self and the Creator lives among His evolving creation. Every minute of this human life, I participate in a reality much larger than man has defined it, and I will experience things long past what I ever could have dreamt for myself on this planet. Every bucket list and ambition is fulfilled with every second I live. As Creator-aware, I walk among you with an endless unwavering intense love and faith toward you and your potential. It is surreal to listen to your descriptions and proclamations in my Name as I humanly sit among you. I witness your doctrines, worship, rituals, holy days and holidays, contrastive thoughts of those others that were also me, your interpretations and opinions of my interactions with you in the past and what I have created, along with my sense of duty you think I should have and future actions I will enact on the world. Imagine what that must be like to be among you, in plain sight, and hear you expound on my legacy and promises for you and yet you do not recognize me.
Stages After Death
What happens after death? For some of us, this might be an easy answer. For others, we may cling to a well versed idea, in the hopes we are right. And maybe we might be honest enough with ourselves to say, we just don’t know, whether we have an idea or not.
Death is not always easy to think about because it is an unknown, inevitable finality moment in our life that we all must face. We try to put off thinking or dealing with it until we absolutely have no choice. As humans, we don’t like the unknown, so we wait until death comes knocking at our door, and even then we pretend nobody is at home, if we can.
Death to some is seen as an enemy, an evil one, stealing our loved ones away. The Death Angel is illustrated as the Grim Reaper, a scary wraith, a boogie man of an individual come to ferry our soul to the Underworld. Is this depiction accurate? How much time elapses after death before we meet the Death Angel? Do we see him as we are dying? If he comes after we actually cease to exist, how long of a wait do we have before we are revived? This journey that the Death Angel takes us on, is it a long trip? Is it more like a bright light tunnel we enter? Who is there to greet us on the other side? What happens next? What can we expect or hope? Does it really matter whether we were naughty or nice? The answers may surprise you.
Many faiths and cultures have a variety of responses to answer these questions. The answers I am going to give you are based upon my memories and my experiences with those dead I assist. I am not talking about those dying, but those deceased. As a medium, it is a great comfort to those who have passed on that someone on Earth still hears and sees them. After all, they still identify more as a human being than, yet, as their soul. As comfortable, supporting, and loving the environment is, it is still strange and foreign, and they are more preoccupied with wanting to comfort and contact the loved ones they left behind. Further still, if the place does not match what they were taught in their faith, every step is filled with apprehension, especially for those who may have committed some wrong they are sure is going to land them in hell.
Death is really only frightening because we, as humans, don’t normally comprehend our greater self in our human story. We are here and then we are somewhere and someone, else. The truth is, it is one continuing experience. Think of living on Earth as an opportunity, in our infinite life to visit another world, a very long vacation, where for a time we immersed ourselves in everything so commitedly we became as one of the locals. At some point, it will be time to go home, to depart. It may be sad because we loved our time on this planet, but it is not where we belong, and we need to go back where we belong, and take all this wonderful experience and knowledge with us. They say traveling abroad changes a person, causes them to think differently about their own lives and how they view the world. Imagine abroad is not just across an ocean, but across space and time.
In the last five months I have worked with a couple of people that inspired this blog. The first is my mother. She died of kidney failure in hospice, and I was the only human with her when she drew her last breaths. I consider it one of the greatest treasures of this lifetime to have been with her. Most recently, I had attended a Catholic Rosary Vigil and Funeral Mass, supporting some dear friends whose son had committed suicide. I never met this young man before he died. My first interaction with him was during the Rosary Vigil. The talks we have had since then, and the relief he felt when he realized someone could hear him, someone knew that he was alive (contrary to his Catholic beliefs), compelled me to want to write and describe the stages after death. We do not need to feel so unnerved by the whole experience, and hopefully this brings you peace, both when death comes to those you love and when it becomes your turn. Read More...
The Record Keeper Part II
Following the Thoth Series, I took a break to do a three day meditational fast. During these times I inwardly retreat. I sense how all I have completed thus far has locked into my biology. Simultaneously, I open and, because of this shift, absorb more god consciousness into this separate perspective physical dimension. This has been my process as AMie for many decades.
Earlier, under the category Journal Entry, I wrote a blog called “The Record Keeper.” This is Part Two of that entry, describing the most recent developments with it. Previously, I described a book that I energetically code my life into and how that blossomed when the Arcturians began communicating with me. At that point, the book had been divided into three sections. The first was a letter to me from the Arcturians describing the main part of the book. The second section described per page a species and/or planets with whom the Arcturians held knowledge. The third section was locked to me still, but it felt as if it was a technical manual of some sort. The latter has been unlocked now as the book has become clearer as to its intention. To explain how this happened, I start with yesterday’s meditation.
My meditation equals sitting outside for hours staring at nature while peering into the subtle matrix of life. This last part may sound abstract, so let me see if I can describe it more specifically. The invisible supports the visible, like the darkness of the universe is a quantifiable substance that supports all matter that can be defined. This invisibility is consciousness. And as I align my energy, my mind, my human consciousness with this subtle frequency, that in actuality is not very subtle since it is everything, this invisibility is drawn into my present, thereby making it more visible to my senses.
Yesterday, the world changed on me during this session. First the Arcturians came in, then the Lemurians. With them, Earth took on a new dimension. The vegetation, the houses, the streets, the sky, everything felt different. All this physicality merged into pure consciousness. I was all of Earth and Earth was a lovely idea in my God mind. I held it there, remarking on it, and then flowed my awareness into this body and felt myself hovering on this rock in the midst of the cosmos. As my Thothian signature resonated stronger, other groups and clans of the Collective could be felt in all that was around me and in me. I took a small walk in my neighborhood absorbing this visible consciousness into my environment, seeing it everywhere I looked.
After I walked back inside and retreated once again to the back patio to embed more of this alignment, I was told to head to The Record Keeper. I was directed to go to the pages where each species was listed and sense them in this tangible consciousness I was resonating. I walked to my meditation room, opened the book to a random page in the center; where a species should have been recognized it was blank. I turned the page, it was also blank. I went back a few pages, it was blank, too. And yet, more of these groups came forward in the awareness of the conscious space around me. The pages themselves seemed blank because it was like trying to tune into red on red. And yet, by specifically going to each page, each species listed there came forward to greet me, and then merged collectively with the others.
Then, I flipped to the back of the book that once was locked and found it unlocked. I flipped to the front where once it was a letter to me detailing how to use the book and this, too, had transformed. So now, here I reveal what The Record Keeper is for those who may one day be able to read it.
The very first page of the book has my name on it with spiral symbols for the alchemy sign: to compose. In essence, this book is a composition of AMie’s life and godhood consciousness, that Thothian Collective signature, energetically embedded within the pages of this book.
The first section is a letter from me and the Arcturians of what this book is and how to utilize it. The second section are the names and groups of those that make up the Collective Conscious you describe as God. God is not so abstract anymore; God is very tangible. The third section is indeed a technical manual. It is the sequencing formula for you to be able to interact with the Collective, as well as, the physical coordinates in space to reach those who live and work in the physical dimension. The last couple of pages are blank. They are left for me to energetically program my final words to you, as this incarnation, before I leave this planet.
This information is available because of my conscious drawing of these details into this present. Which means that time is manipulated here. As a Thothian, this is always at my conscious fingertips and is my daily Being. As AMie, I have not yet interacted presently with this material to put it in the book, though I identify with it to a degree. This means, AMie has already lived it in the future and this memory is now reaching into my past resonating onto the pages. Once I have physically stepped through this reality, then the book will be complete.
Again, for those who can read it, The Record Keeper is an invisible content-filled book that can be tangibly decoded, by those aligned energetically and consciously able to decipher it, about my lifetime as AMie and what I deposited here for humanity. For those unable to read it, the book on its own is a power generator to inspire those connections.
At some point in your journey, you will no longer need this book, for you will see and experience everything contained within it, and know it all for yourself, and as yourself. I look forward to greeting you when that happens.
Hermathena
Let us recap a little bit. So far, this road of revelation has led us through the history of the Ancient Egyptian Gods Thoth and Seshat, the male and female personifications of a much larger Collective Intelligence that is the Creator, Architect, and Source of this Universe and Consciousness. I introduced you to my Thothian brother, Matt, M7, also known as Hermes and Mercury, in Greek and Roman history. Likewise, I shared my own Thothian identity known in the past as Seshat, Athena, and Minerva in each of these civilizations.
Thoth, Hermes, and Mercury are all syncretic of the same god. Seshat, Athena, and Minerva are all syncretic of the same goddess. Thoth and Seshat are known to be consorts, counterparts, and expressions of each other. Could it also be true of their Greek and Roman equivalence? And what would this mean? Why are these mythological deities reappearing in modern times? What do they have to do with the twenty-first century?
Mercury and Minerva
Hermathena is the dynamic duo known as Hermes and Athena (or Mercury and Minerva). They were half siblings of Zeus (Jupiter). Of all the Olympians Gods, Hermes and Athena (Mercury and Minerva) were the two Olympians most active in intervening in human affairs, administering the abstraction of divine authority into the actuality of social order. They were the left and right hand of each other. Some of their powers were related and others were alternate compliments to their sibling. This allowed them the versatility to approach their mission from different positions or double their powers around a central objective. Together, they strategically worked in the shadow and in the light, to affect success on behalf of man and the will of Zeus (Jupiter). As a result, it was common in art to see these two unified, even fused as one being, as illustrated below.
Hermathena might also be characterized as a single deity. Compare this example in the left image below, found at the British Museum, where Athena (Minerva) wields Hermes’ (Mercury’s) caduceus and wears his winged helmet to that of their Egyptian equivalent in the right one found in the Louvre antiquities in Paris, France. Here, Seshat exhibits Thoth’s power of the cobras (of the caduceus) over her headdress as companion and commander of that divine function.
Thoth/Hermes/Mercury, Seshat/Athena/Minerva, and now Thoth/Seshat, Hermathena, Mercury/Minerva, throughout mythology these divinities have represented and personified the male and female expressions of the one immeasurable Divine that is the Creator and Sustainer of this Universe. This is the power of the caduceus, to take the male and female polarities of consciousness and expression and merge them back to their collective origin. And as in the days of old, Hermathena today, that is M7 and AMie, among our other Thothian incarnations, continue to administer this divine plan and support your part in this reality.
The Tree of Life 
Illustrated above is Thoth and Seshat recording the Pharaoh’s name and the length of his reign upon the Tree of Life. According to mythology, this inscription protected the ruler and perpetuated his name. Pharaohs were linked and equated with the divine. Their reigns were acknowledged as the will and direction of the gods. He was the mediator and one responsible to fulfill the duties of the Divine among the world of men. And when he crossed over from this world, leaving his human body behind, he passed his sacred powers and position to the new pharaoh.
I invite you to relook at the symbolism of this image as we explore it more deeply. Thoth and Seshat were not only recorders, they represented the Architect of the Universe. The Tree of Life between them is the esoteric symbolism of the Consciousness of the Architect, which can also be read about in the mystical studies of Genesis, or the Kabbalah. Depicted above is a map of creation through the vibratory manifestations from the Divine to the realm of man, as pictured by the Pharaoh at the bottom of the tree. Consciousness, while branched into many streams and synapses, dimensions and attributes, is a single Collective Intelligence all the same.
Man has always had resonating in them, and been connected to, their divine origins. The Pharaoh as the spokesperson for man was the representation of man’s enlightenment of his divinity. But this potential did not belong to the Pharaoh alone, but for all mankind. It is man’s evolution and even destiny to comprehend his godhood. When this occurs he will merge with the Collective Conscious of the Creator, as one with, and as, the Creator, as he always has been, yet now recognized within time. This plan has been taught and accomplished in many ways over the eons of man’s existence.
As man is an individual yet part of the collective human consciousness, so must each individual and the whole recognize their divinity. In accordance with this formula, M7 and I, incarnated as Matt and Amie among you. We entered a particular strand of human consciousness, representing both the male and female polarity forms to mature it to its godhood. This recorded within human consciousness the path, ability, and understanding how to do this as a whole. This, then, trickled out and reached each unconscious human mind, to stimulate and inspire your own evolution and the evolution of mankind. As each adds their awareness to the whole, so does the world unite and change.
Yet this is only our first step in this process. Next, M7 and I will facilitate and support this process to godhood for others. How this develops and more on the nature of Thoth will be revealed as we continue.
Athena and Minerva
Taking the direction of the Arcturians, I went inside and started studying Athena, which led me to Minerva. This led me to Hermathena, and ultimately back around to Thoth and Seshat. What was most enlightening for me, thus leading to a transfiguration, is that Seshat had been a correlation to my more unique signature in Thoth, whereas Athena brought it more personal to my incarnation as Amie. Athena, more than an archetype, was the missing sequence that related with crystal clarity my personality and inner power equilibrium struggles between my divinity and humanity. Once that was understood, my Thothian nature became more rooted and physically tangible, thereby, bringing into focus what I came here to do. To give you the rest of this story I need to share with you first who is Athena.
The Mythology of Athena and Minerva
Athena was the Greek Goddess born of Zeus. Minerva in all respects is the same as Athena, except that she was a Roman Goddess replacing her Greek counterpart in Roman mythology. She was born of Jupiter (Zeus’ counterpart). The mythology below is the same for Minerva as it is for Athena, with the name replacements.
Athena came bursting out with a battle cry from the forehead of Zeus (or Minerva from Jupiter), fully grown and clad in armor. Similar to the Ancient Egyptian deities of Thoth and Seshat she was self-begotten and self-produced. Another story reads she may have been conceived by Metis, Zeus’ (Jupiter’s) first wife, before Zeus (Jupiter) persuaded her to turn into a fly, wherein he swallowed her, and then later Athena (Minerva) came splitting out of his forehead. As Zeus (Jupiter) was the mightiest and most powerful of Gods and Metis was known as the Goddess of Wisdom, Athena (Minerva) was considered the embodiment and pure harmonious blend of both power and wisdom. This male-female embodiment is often characterized in sculptures as a male blocky form with a woman’s facial expression of earnestness. Minerva differed from this in that her form was more accentuated for its femininity.
Athena and Minerva have a lot of association in Greek and Roman mythology that mirror Seshat. All three were known as the Goddess of Wisdom, Purity, Intelligence, and Justice, arbitrating over men. All three are recorded to be the Inventor and Teacher of the arts, music, science, literature, mathematics, numbers, engineering, medicine and law. All three are associated with the knowledge and resources for an advanced civilization, including specifically in Greek and Roman civilizations, industry, agriculture, navigation, and craft or trade work. Athena (Minerva) was also known as the Goddess of War, but not as in Ares (or Roman’s counterpart, Mars), for conquering and power, but as an expert strategist. Whether she was defending, protecting, or preserving a people, an institution, a land, or a judgment she had given, Athena (Minerva) was gifted with comprehending the patterns, angles, and elements of a situation to engineer a desired result. Like Seshat, she was a master with time and space.
Athena (Minerva) was a virgin and had no interest in sex or relationships. Her very reason for being was to cultivate, nurture, and safeguard a noble modern people, balanced in honor, integrity, and truth. Athena (Minerva) was the guardian of heroic endeavors and the noble heroes of old, such as being the divine counselor to Odysseus, or lending Perseus her shield which protected him from Medusa, allowing him to cut off her head. Medusa’s head is embedded in Athena’s (Minerva’s) shield as well as her breastplate, given to her by Zeus (Jupiter). Considered to be the favorite child, Athena (Minerva) was also the only one whom Zeus (Jupiter) lended his thunderbolt to utilize.
The people attributed their evolution, progress, and wealth to Athena (Minerva) for her gifts, teachings, law, commerce, and strength. In more modern cultures these deities are the hallmark of freedom and democracy. The symbols sacred to Athena (Minerva) were the owl, serpent, and olive tree representing her wisdom, knowledge, intelligence, and incredible insight of how and when to act, plus her continual renovation, restoration, modernization, resources, and abundance she gave to the Greeks (Romans).
Athena (Minerva) was characterized wearing a helmet with plumage that also would be ornamented with other symbols, such as griffins, rams, horses, and sphinxes. She is portrayed with the winged goddess Nike (or for Minerva, Victoria) in her hand. Nike (Victoria) personified victory, glory, and fame and bestowed such, represented by the laurel wreath, to the victors from the battlefields.
The Relationship of Athena and Amie
Athena (Minerva) was a very formidable goddess. Her chastity, innocence, and purity, is often understated due to this powerful overtone she exudes. Yet her might, devotion, actions, and commands stemmed from these very virtues and deep love she had for life and the people. And this is what I carried through to my incarnation as Amie today. My childlike and bold personality seem to contrast each other, and yet, it is because I love so deeply that I am so ferocious about preserving what is pure. I am very certain and self-assured about my identity and life, and full of authority on the matter, yet I experience challenges around too tame of a lifestyle. I am best at life shifting events, whether that be a crossroads, a life initiation, or death transition occasion. This is where I can fully exercise my abilities and support or defend another. I think and move in terms of large scale and process on many layers at any given time.
As Athena (Minerva) was born from the forehead of Zeus (Jupiter) so has most of my divinity been talked about from that same divine energy center, known as the Indigo chakra or the Indigo Dimension. Athena (Minerva) came into the world fully grown. In my case, I felt like an adult in a little body, with memories, experiences, and comprehension of reality that seemed to be up for discussion or was in error by actual adults claiming differently.
Athena (Minerva) was a virgin and had no interests in relationships. Her passion was to her duty. I, myself, experience the same. I used to question why I didn’t have more ambition or was interested in anything other than my own sense of divine duty and passion, but that is who I am and the way I designed my incarnation. I did desire to have a life partner this time, and we have a rich, fulfilling life. Yet, for most of our marriage he traveled afar; we have no children, and we rarely have sex. In that space I focus on that inner divine drive that is my battle cry to progress through these dense vibrational layers of the Human’s Earth reality to Life’s Earth Reality.
Wisdom and justice have always been integral traits. I chose to be born under the astrological sign of Libra, because balance, uprightness, truth, and the free weightlessness of men’s hearts has always been important to me. I retained my comprehension of the governance and laws of creation when I came into this form. I once was asked as a little girl what wish would I request from God and I said wisdom, not because it was a good little girl thing to say, but wisdom and understanding were fundamental to know how to see through illusion and act in the best interests of what is right. I strive to be accurate, hold no double standards, and am direct in my communication, so there is no misunderstanding, though that in itself can cause such, because people are used to there being an agenda and are trying to figure out the hidden meaning. I cannot be persuaded to compromise integrity or divine direction, which makes me fearless and a catalyst for change.
I am a natural born leader, creative (as Sacred Vaults will attest to some of my creations), and a progressive presence that challenges and influences evolution, particularly in many areas of science, religion, and government.
In truth, existing as Athena in a lifetime that is by most accounts average and not the patron or goddess of a civilization or country has been challenging for me. Because my position has bee dialed down, I have struggled with my equilibrium over the years to balance my formidable spirit with my human environment. Being Amie, but knowing that I am more, pushed me to reach this stage where, finally, my identity has aligned together, my humanity and godhood have synced.
Since this time, new memories, conversations, and visions as Athena have returned, placing me at different stages of Earth’s history, some long ago. It sometimes feels like I have awoken from a slight spell. One where, during this duration, I have taken a different name and created a somewhat different life. Now, though, I am back in my faculties again, and am re-experiencing this incarnation anew. Sometimes I realize how much I have breathed shallowly, brought my energy too far inward when it comes to assessing my stasis and environment. I am tweaking my habits and restructuring some of my energy streams. I’ve compared it once to retrograde amnesia. Imagine, having forgotten your name and most of the memories that go with that. You just have this determined vague sense, direction, snippets of memories, and conscious knowledge that doesn’t have anything to do with the way society is structured. Then, through decades of therapy, training, and not giving up on yourself, you finally remember. The details come back. I wake up every morning, now, and search my self, and realize I still remember distinctively who I am, with relief. Not that what I created of myself in the interim isn’t beautiful, or also me. It is just comforting and empowering to know the rest of me is still here, and here to stay.
Hermathena
Coming up next, the conclusion of this Thoth Series: Hermathena and Thoth’s revelation for you.
Seshat
To pick up where we left off from the last blog on Thoth...
Every day I sat on the balcony and took walks to magnify and make stronger the Thothian tone that was surging through me and everything I could sense. It was there in nature, in the biology of man, in the stars and galaxies I could touch with my mind. The very air was thick with this vibration. I found as I dove further into my particular signature in Thoth, a feminine presence or quality grew noticeable and unmistakable. This had nothing to do with my gender; there was a distinct female polarity to Thoth’s nature.
Along my walks, there is a sacred grove I passed through. It was inhabited by a species type of, what humans think of as, faerie. They lived in the trees, were about five inches tall. A whole community lived there. I would often converse with them, and sit and meditate in their grove. That place felt so sacred and magical. One day, as I was tuning into Thoth in the sacred grove, to experience those waves in this special place, the feminine presence came through very strongly. As I was marveling about this, I was thanking the faerie for alighting and raising the vibration of this small patch of forest with their presence, so that my sensitivities could be heightened. But they corrected me.
“Amie,” they said, “we didn’t make this place so sacred. You did. You created these groves. We so fell in love with them we chose to settle our homes here.”
“In the creation of Earth,” they continued, “you desired to create in-between realms, or a thinning of the veil in certain places of nature, so that those sensitive, and who desired to, from each dimension, might be able to meet one another and coexist together. You created sacred places all over this world.” They flashed through my mind geographical locations in all the ecosystems represented on Earth. I could feel the female Thothian signature interlaced in each place, almost like a lit energy matrix coalescing a certain section, some larger coverages than others. “When we found that you were here, in this location, we came hoping to interact with you. We wish to thank YOU for these sacred places. It is not we, you should be thanking.”
Their response made me cry, it touched straight through my heart. I was also very determined when I got back to the house to research if there was any mention in man’s history for a female Thoth. The answer that lit across my computer screen was Seshat.
The Mythology of Seshat
The Mythology of Seshat is nearly identical to that of Thoth. Seshat precedes the deity of Thoth in Egyptian history. As Pharaohs introduced new gods or replaced them with other gods, Thoth grew in importance and absorbed Seshat’s role and priesthood, although for a time they coexisted side by side.
Originally, it was Seshat who was introduced as the Creator and Architect of the Universe. The Measurer and Recorder of Physical and Divine Space, Time, and Reality. The Inventor of Mathematics, Language, Writing, Art, Science, Philosophy, and Magic. The Deity of Wisdom and Justice. It is recorded that Seshat taught Thoth, and Thoth delivered all this to the people. In some cases Thoth was the Keeper of Seshat’s Library of Knowledge and in other translations it was vice versa.
Seshat is depicted with a seven pointed emblem, a star, or flower with a long stem, above her head. This headdress is considered to be her name, which has no phonetic equivalent, but has been interpreted as the source of all creativity and consciousness - “The Original One.” . Seshat means “She Who Scrivens” or Measures and Records. She wears a cheetah or leopard sheath dress, a High Priesthood garment worn to signify she presides over funeral rituals and the dead, and the specific pattern represents the stars and eternity. As Seshat became more associated with Thoth, a crescent moon was placed over the top of her seven pointed emblem to correlate with his moon identification. As Thoth replaced Seshat in history, where she either was known as a daughter, or wife, or just a female version and counterpart of him, the moon degenerated to two horns, or bow, shaping into a crescent moon but pointing downward. Other formations and translations are two hieroglyphic cobras facing each other touching.
As Thoth is considered to be unrivaled with Osiris, so is Seshat with Isis. In the later dynasties she mostly was seen as the Foremost of Builders and Lady of the House of Books. Some Egyptians even called her the Goddess of the Dead. One of her key roles with the current Pharaoh was the stretching of the cord ritual where she manipulated time to extend his reign.
Fast Forward to 2016
I was astounded by what my research had shown. The feminine Thothian Creator signature I felt came to life before me. The extended nature that Seshat and Thoth were polarized expressions of the same identity, acknowledged by Ancient Egyptians as The Creator, Sustainer, and Source of All Life and Consciousness, caught my attention for a couple of important reasons. First, it addresses that the Egyptian deity known as Thoth and Seshat are personifications of someone more collectively vast and incomprehensible to completely fathom, and so is therefore represented in both genders. Second, the relationship I use of them today signifies more that they are descriptions of who I AM, rather than that I, as associated with this incarnation, claim to be intrinsically them.
Additionally, this partnership expressed another unique comparison to today. It describes the nature of how my Thothian brother, M7, and I, are engaged with this planet and each other. M7 is more interactive with humanity than I am purposed to do, though I collaboratively work with him. M7 decidedly takes more of a male polarity approach and, indeed, in this patriarchal system, man knows more of Thoth’s work than Seshat’s contributions. Therefore the understanding of the Source and Architect of this world is written and understood in male overtones. Yet the matriarchal quality, of which I resonate more, is announcing itself, to add, as it once did, a collective understanding and comprehension of the nature, voice, and actions of God.
Athena and Minerva
Seshat I learned about in 2016, a few months after I learned of my Thothian nature, or the resonance and God presence defined as Thoth and Seshat in Ancient Egypt. It is now 2018. I have moved away from that sacred grove and the wonderful faerie community there and now live in Texas. One starry evening, sitting out on my back patio communicating with the Arcturians, I asked, “How does my relationship with M7 translate to Hermes and Mercury?”
The Arcturians replied, “You need to go inside and study Athena.”
And that revelation (and to bring us up-to-date with the entry Aviatrix from a couple of weeks ago) is the next blog.