The Life and Time In Lifetime

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Imagine, if you would, from the image above that every five minutes of time was a lifetime, and every hour represented eons of time. Every moment is now. Every lifetime is now and known all at once. The “6” Now remembers the “3” Now and the “1” Now senses what it will become in the “9” Now. Midnight and Noon conjoin, the “12” Now of what it has been and became and recreates and moves on again to become...all now.

We don’t always open these doors to see our Now without opportunities in our current stream. This moment allows us to see our “1” lifetime and that event gives us the vision of “11.” When “12” comes or has been significantly enough developed by the previous Nows, the dial on time spins and dissolves and there is no beginning and no end. No real unfolding, but an “always been.” Time becomes a degree of significance of our Being, displayed before our very sight. And when enough time has ticked by to examine and experience all our “Am-ness”, what then?

And how does one lifetime not go insane by sensing all their other Nows? The calculation of each Now must be experienced as the whole, known by their degree and not just a sum of its own. We do not want to lose what makes a “3” a “3” or a “7” a “7,” but the 3 and 7 in knowing each other as the same but unique self must expand their identity and Now to experience and include their entire Self, which extends to their past and expands into their future. In this way, past and future merge ,and a whole “I Am” is recognized, experienced in all its lifetime Now parts, and can be appreciated in each version of its Now Self. And for each lifetime and eon of time - 12 to 12 to 12 to 12 - that we exist within, each one that is experienced as the sum of itself, in the sum of its space, participates in the absence of time, and notices their life to be as a wildflower growing in a meadow only lasting for a Summer’s embrace. Their scent, their color adds to the world and then gracefully they extinguish for another bloom, another version of itself, to take its place.

This will give you the general idea of what I am “now” experiencing.